I wish I could look forward to a normal work day tomorrow. It would probably take my mind off this. As it stands I'll probably have an early workout and then a few hours in the studio before going to Charlotte. I'm heading to the city with Sarah. While she sees a few clients I'm going to go buy clay and then hit Trader Joe's for groceries. Normally I'd look forward to a trip to TJ's but tomorrows trip just means thinking more about what food I can and cannot eat.
I'm grumpy. And not satisfied. And maybe bored. Really this seems pretty pathetic to feel like this. Am I that controlled by my food? Do I need to get a life? Ha! Of course the cold and wetness of today has not made me feel like doing a whole lot. Winter sucks for me anyway. Maybe I should have taken this on in summer. When there's tons of good, fresh food around and I am more active.
It's Day 5 and I'm tired of meat, eggs and coconut. And I sure as hell don't want to see a sweet potato until at least Wednesday. Maybe tomorrow I just need to focus on salad.
Breakfast: Pretty much the same old thing except we had some brats from Poverty Creek Farm.
I was okay with that meal. And we didn't eat till about 11:30 am so we didn't have a lunch.
I spent the afternoon on the computer doing some work and then got in the studio for a little while. Sarah has been busy on the computer most of the day doing stuff for her work and paying bills and such. I mentioned that we'd be eating leftover curry for dinner and I don't think either one of us thought much of that.
Sarah has been frustrated. She never eats much meat to begin with and most of what I have been cooking or thinking about cooking has focused on meat. I think we are both discouraged. I joked about going out to get a burger and fries and we reveled in that moment.
Then we heated up the leftovers and had dinner. No pic necessary.
Tomorrow we'll try again. Breakfast and lunch won't be a big deal. We will probably be in Charlotte for dinner. I'm thinking we'll be able to have a successful meal out somewhere that will be nice and satisfying. I hope so anyway. I need a boost.
Most of the CrossFit Shelby group are starting the Whole 30 tomorrow. It will be good to see how they do. Only a handful of us started on the 1st and we've been supportive on our FB page. It's gonna blow up this week as more join in I think. Should be interesting.
Time for a cup of herbal tea and some reading. Then early to bed I think.